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05 December 2006

Move Ahead

A new life needs to start for me,
One that is happy and glee!
Leaving the past behind, moving ahead,
Leave no road uncovered, take care at the bend!

You shall encounter rocks abundant,
May be even stones on your pavement!!
Care not for them and cruise ahead,
Life calls you with its arms spread!!

It is very unwary, very cowardly vice,
If I decide to give up than think twice!!
A new somebody awaits me,
Somebody whose love shall be true to me!!

01 December 2006

Man ka Toofaan

aaj na jaane kaisi yeh rut aayee,
man ka chain uda le gayee!
kal tak jo they khoye khoye se,
aaj hain bade ukhde ukhde se!

man main ye utha mera sawaal,
kya humne khada kiya tha koi bawaal?
is toofaan se gire man main,
jaane kahan kho gaya hai mera chain!

badal se gaye hain hum bhi,
badal se gaye hain wo bhi!
ikraar hamara pasand aaya nahin,
pooche bina chain hume aaya nahin!

kho diya hai ek achcha dost shaayad,
ya pehchaan liya hai zindagi ka koi sach naayaab?
man main uthe sawaal hazaar,
dil main se jawaab aaye na ek na chaar!!

Hopefully my last poem on love. I shall now never commit the mistake of falling in love!!! atleast not until i get married to some one!!

hey hang on a sec!!!!! who is that beautiful one that goes there!! time for me to spin more yarn for some body new now!!!!
till then!! Sayonara!!!

29 November 2006

Mid of Wednesday!!

She finally started speaking to me!! but just as much as necessary!!! not a word more not a word less!! this has started taking its toll on me. just cannot seem to get back to my senses!! my brain is numb and i am working like a machine. i wish i could get the matter settled right away. but no!! i have promised myself to give her more time!!
lets just wait and watch!!!

27 November 2006

End of Monday...

...and she has not spoken to me since the morning!! i dunno what is transpiring in her mind!!! but i am prepared to wait!!

26 November 2006

Yes I Did it!! Or did I actually??

There is only one thing that crosses my mind after all that happened today. Yes I did it!! I finally decided to take the plunge and tell her that I truly love her!! But what worries me the most is that it left both of is numb and stunned!!! She did not expect "ME" to pop the million dollar question obviously and I did not expect her to call me "Crazy"!!!! A plain simple "Nirav, can we talk over this later??" would have done wonders!! Now I am left wondering about what I have in store for me on Monday!! Whatever happens, I will not give up!! I am good looking, I am tall and I am an intelligent romantic!!! She is beautiful!! Telling anything more about her would be as good as insulting she and I don't want to do that to my love!!
I have my parents in confidence and that is my biggest strength! Though I am aware that they may have had a thousand plans for me, I am also sure that they would accept with open arms the girl that I tell them I love. But here it is not just any girl! It is her, the most beautiful one!!! Even more beautiful than probably the moon itself!!
They say love drives you to the limits. I have experienced that myself!! While last Monday I was at the lowest of my self confidence, today I have all positive energy oozing out of me!! I am now only hoping that this would carry me across tonight and tomorrow!!!

24 November 2006

Dil ki Baat

na dekha suraj main usko,
na dekha taaron main usko,
chand si hai meri mehbooba,
chandni main hai dekha usko!!

uske pyaar mein main hua deewaana,
machalta raha, jaise shamma ke pas parwaana,
uske pyaar mein hai mera dil dooba,
jald hi ab uske yeh hai bataana!!!

samajhne ka bahut waqt de diya,
pyaar jataane ki karenge ab kriya,
nahin hone waala koi ajooba,
baat kar ke kahenge ishq ke samundar main tair liya!!

16 November 2006

dil ki adhoori dastaan

kaam ke is jhamele main,
fase hain is zindagi ke mele main!!
kuch tanha se, kuch mayoos se,
kabhi haste se, kabhi khilkhilate se!!

kuch ajeeb si kasak hoti hai dil mein,
dastaan aisi yaad aati hai zubaan pe!!!
woh pal, woh tanhai, woh shor,
waqt hi kuch aisa tha, ab ho rahe hain hum bore!!

ek aisi hai daastan bani,
kuch jaani, kuch anjaani!!
dard bhar jaati hai dil mein,
garmiyon mein, sardiyon mein!!

14 November 2006

Spruced up my blog!!!

finally i found time to update my blog, not just with my poems but also with lots of new techno stuff!!! use that and lemme know what you feel like!! and yes!! please do rate the page and leave your comments in the shout box!!!

13 November 2006

Pyaar ke woh pal

akele, tanha baithe hain hum,
yaad aa rahe hain woh pal!
inme humne mehsoos kiye the gham,
dil main jo macha gaye hulchul!!

hum se izhaar kiya nahin jaata,
beete din humein abhi bhi hain yaad!
raat ko theek so nahin paata,
shayad chain ayega marne ke baad!!

din ke ek ek pal ginte hain,
waqt kat ta nahin!
kyun itna chahte hain unhein
yeh shayad pata unhein bhi nahin!!

kabhi to nazre milayenge,
dil ke armaan poore honge hamare!
tab khushi se hum jagmageinge,
jaise madhu se mast bhanwre!!

12 October 2006

Tum

tumhari adaon pe lakhon hain deewane,
patate tumhein kahin nikal na jaye zamane!!
khoobsurati ka nayab ajooba ho tum,
ret ki tarah haat se fisal jaati ho tum!!

chanchal machli sa tumhara yeh mann,
na jaane kitno ko de gaya hoga yeh darshan!!
katilana muskaan ho deti,
har ladke ka dil ho machalati!!!

11 October 2006

Kya Mujhe Pyaar Hua Hai??

Khafa hum bhi nahin,
Khafa woh bhi nahin!
Dooriyan kam bhi nahin,
Dooriyan zyada bhi nahin!

Jaane anjaane main kar baithe hum pyaar,
Ilaaj is rog ka koi to hoga yaar??
Itni jaldi mera janaza na niklne do mere yaar,
Abhi zindagi ke dekhe hain bas din chaar!!

28 September 2006

Kyun???

kyun nahin keh pata unse ke mujhe kitna pyaar hai?
jaan se bhi pyaara mujhe woh insaan hai!!
jata jata ke thak gaye,kyun samajhne se unhein inkaar hai??
kabhi baton baaton main unse takraar hona,
meethi si us muskaan ko chupa lena!!
yahi adaein mujhe unka karti hai deewana!!!
samjha kar bhi dil kyun nahin samajh pata?

04 September 2006

Foodie Me!!!

Mmmmmmmm.......
Yummy food and me go hand in hand!!! Been enjoying and devouring food like crazy over the weekend. No idea how I was able to allow it to get into my belly!!! Maybe that's the reason I have been gaining inches over my waist over the past one year!!

Can't seem to be getting over it!!!! Here is a fundoo idea that I am going to use the next time I feel the urge to cram up food!!!! I am going to go dip my head in a bucket of water until the feeling goes away!!! Just joking!! I am gonna be excercising lotsa self restraint though!!

29 August 2006

Another of My Poems!!!

Bhool Gaye

junoon ki in hadon ko...
mohabbat ki in rahon ko...
na jaane kab hum paar kar gaye???

dil ki in baton ko...
anjaane jazbaaton ko...
na jaane hum kyun thukra gaye???

ji to karta tha unse kuch kahein...
manzil ke kuch lamhein unse bayan karein...
na jaane hum kyun na kar sake???

aaj in anjaane rahon mein...
waqt ke in pehgamon mein...
na jaane hum kyun hain kho gaye???

labon pe baat aate ruk jaati hai...
dil ki dhadkan dhadak kar ruk jaati hai...
na jaane kyun hum muskurana bhool gaye???

lamba yeh safar hai...
sath na koi humsafar hai...
na jaane kyun hum humsafar saath lena bhool gaye???

10 August 2006

God save those who trade on stock markets...

...i tried all that i could!!!

But i guess i need an even deeper understanding!!! 1.5 months and i am still making losses!!! i wonder when i will recover from them!!! Dunno whether to go on or stop speculating altogether for some time!!! My head reels around as i try to recall those days that have passed by!! Here i sit listening to Ishq Bina from Taal!! i guess i need a love interest in my life now before i start trading again!! dunno!! can't think actually!!!

30 March 2006

Memories of School


It has been long since we wore those blazers!
It has been long since we got into those yellow buses!
Those fun filled times playing antakshari with friends,
And getting reprimanded from all the ends.

It was funny standing in those morning assemblies,
Those lectures from the Principal and allied ceremonies!
The loud boom of the school head boy demanding attention,
And detesting the evening detention!!!

Comic books under the desks,
When exams were bugging us like pests!!
The fight for marks with the teacher,
Who ceremoniously gave sermons like the preacher!!

How I miss that beautiful phase of life,
When now I am walking on the edge of a knife!!
But it is not that I don’t enjoy this,
After all doesn’t everything have its own bliss?

What is happening to Bangalore??

People may consider that i am going crazy!! But i am seriously worried about the way the city is expanding!!! Can you imagine the kind of traffic jam that we were stuck in yesterday?? Goodness gracious it was one hell of a nightmare!!! With the traffic gone haywire, all that i could think at that point of time was cattle!! That is how the vehicles were being treated!! Holy Cow, i don't want to be stuck in another traffic jam!! If i ever do, i wonder what would remain of me.I would so very love to be with my friends and family. Laugh away till i roll on the floor. I wonder if that is ever going to come true!!!

29 March 2006

Life has been a pain...

... all of last week. There was hectic work schedules. To top that weekend rush and i was stuck in a traffic. Call it the justice of nature or the wrath of my well wishers!! If you can't get home early, you might as well stay later than you want!!!

Feel like writing a poem about it sometimes!!! But how can any one think of a poem when you are so very preoccupied!!! I sometimes wish i could fly!!! As i type this i am listening to Don't Turn Around-Ace of Base!!!

Wonder what would happen if i did turn around now!!!