Bhool Gaye

junoon ki in hadon ko…
mohabbat ki in rahon ko…
na jaane kab hum paar kar gaye???

dil ki in baton ko…
anjaane jazbaaton ko…
na jaane hum kyun thukra gaye???

ji to karta tha unse kuch kahein…
manzil ke kuch lamhein unse bayan karein…
na jaane hum kyun na kar sake???

aaj in anjaane rahon mein…
waqt ke in pehgamon mein…
na jaane hum kyun hain kho gaye???

labon pe baat aate ruk jaati hai…
dil ki dhadkan dhadak kar ruk jaati hai…
na jaane kyun hum muskurana bhool gaye???

lamba yeh safar hai…
sath na koi humsafar hai…
na jaane kyun hum humsafar saath lena bhool gaye???

…i tried all that i could!!!

But i guess i need an even deeper understanding!!! 1.5 months and i am still making losses!!! i wonder when i will recover from them!!! Dunno whether to go on or stop speculating altogether for some time!!! My head reels around as i try to recall those days that have passed by!! Here i sit listening to Ishq Bina from Taal!! i guess i need a love interest in my life now before i start trading again!! dunno!! can’t think actually!!!